All in a Week.

A week can be used for connoting a variety of lengths of times. It can symbolize a short period, that can pass by quick, "oh its just for a week". Or it can feel like it occupies vast amounts of time, making it feel as though half of your life occurred in the past 120 hours. For me, it has definitely been the latter. Even over last weekend, as thinks continuously piled on, i felt the strain of the week already on me. So, i don't want to complain about all that i had to do this week, how many papers, how many midterms, or how many hours i spent on my 2 chem labs and 15 McWeb homeworks, cuz i know, other people have lives that are just as hard as mine, and they really don't want to hear me ramble on about how life is so difficult. And really, it wasn't. Sure i had a lot to do, and i didn't get much sleep, and i was unsure about my confidence in everything i was trying to accomplish. But, i had so many people helping me through things, helping me with all the nitty-gritty of my questions, and even just handing me the answers for ones i didn't have time for. Now...even tho i say all this, and i didn't feel outwardly stressed, i can tell i was bottling up some anxiety on the inside from the amount of sleep talking and walking i did in the past 3 days. 2 Nights in a row i went to bed before my room mate did, and both of those nights, i managed feel the need to sit on the floor and have a heart to heart with her about my humcore paper, while being totally asleep. It was nice that that one centered around school work, because Thursday night, i managed to wake her up because i was in front of a blank computer screen crying, and that was awkward for her i guess...and for me in the morning when she told me. And i guess i deserve this now, for keeping her up, and waking her up for the past 3 days in a row, but today i finally had a chance to sleep in, before the chem midterm i take in 3 hours. But...that didn't happen, when 8:00 hits i guess i got to be up now. I think this is the first time i have actually been kind of seriously perturbed at my room mate. Seriously, did she really have to type so loud, clack her calculator down on the desk so much, or print out so many pages(on the printer that is under my bed). I guess its also my fault that i am such a light sleeper...but seriously, its not something I like, if i could change it, i would. So there is my complaining for the day, which is the real thing i wanted to complain about when i started writing ...haha, tricked you all into thinking i wasn't going to at the beginning, and got you to read all the way to the end!!! Anyways...just a few short hours till the weekend is here. A weekend full of possibilities! I really want to get off campus and do something awesomely amazing! It would be nice to go to the beach, but i think first...lets make it through this chem midterm.